love

in movies and books, it is as simple as falling for a guy/girl, going through so much together and finally ending up together for a happy ending (well in most of the movies..)
in real life, it takes all your energy away when you realise that the person you love does not share your feelings, you cry all you want but that fact will not change.. that kills you, breaks you into a hundred pieces and makes you retink so much that you did.. it makes you go over and over the conversations you had, wishing you could do what he wanted you to do, wishing for everything to be different, wishing him to love you just as much as you love him, thats what love is in real life..
having to see him everyday with someone else.. he might not be with her but just the thought that he could be with ANYONE, that is what kills you..
but you know, some of the feelings are just like those explained in the movies, you suddenly stop breathing when you see him, you cant see anyone when hes talking to you, the moment he goes away is like the lights going out, listening to a love song reminds you of him, you save all his texts and read them each so many times you lose count.. thats what love is..
but after you have been through it you realise that it really is nt what you thought it would be..!!!!

Time changes..And it changes things..

It changed even me,

My worry free days are over,
I can’t get things out of my mind,
If I were to get over it
I would nt b the same

I live my life this way
And regret living it in dismay

But the changing time
Gives me hope, as well

Things will turn
For better or for worse
And I shall change
To adapt and live on.

Do not pray for easy lives.
Pray to be stronger men.
Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers.
Pray for powers equal to your tasks.
Then the doing of your work shall be no miracle, but you shall be the miracle.

Phillips Brooks

It isn't for the moment you are struck that you need courage, but for the long uphill climb back to sanity and faith and security. -Anne Morrow Lindbergh

wrote the poem myself
:)

words in my head

The words in my head,
Keep going round and round,
Whenever I want to give up,
They calm me down,
But the moment I m happy,
The whirling begins,
And I am thrown deep
in the shadowy well,
I try making others happy
And that costs me my own
The moments I want
Will never let me be
I cant give up and
I cant go on..
I dunno what to do
I just want some support…
I know I will never have it
So I will learn to survive on my own!!!